2008

if i sober again,that will make me the biggest loser in earth and not to mention.
i already am ONE.

pretend YESH.

SOBER nope.

damn it. everything will be fine neway,

i live FINE before. infact i was DOIN great in everything.

eventhough life were never that perfect but im cool with it.

its my life neway,i dont have much to complaint.

not sure until when i gonna cries my lungs out, retarded.

*slap harder*

wake up.


lets move on to my wish list.ahasx


i wanna be happy. LOL OF CUZ I AM HAPPY.

i am freakin fine,with bunny earphone plug in my ear. YES I AM FINE.

so dont ask .no more question.nEXT

you see, i have great friends, i meet a whole new group generation of friends as well.

2008-unexpected truth the hurtful year.

recalled it back.

i was top candidates. YAY.

i started to not so into LJ-ing Kpop Meme-ing.

i got a whole bunch of new friends..

i have malay friends ehh..ahhahahahahahah. WAY2GO.ain

family exchange. i work for many new places.
and i learn that, im good in events managing.

i went to NS and heck i really did work my heart out. i gained weight after i back from NS.^^

but drop back after come back.hahaha

my birthday was awesome in 2008^^

but the things after that wasnt great.

o yea, i went to finale of so you think you can dance.
haha
i dance at the stage and met up with ying2 and wing yan.

and i am so much in love with adam that time.
he is so breath taking, that i almost apply for the job that require to meet him everyday.hahaha

but i pull myself off, damn ain, you are not easy.
hahaha


and i still go for dates actually...

i've been booked from august until december.hahaha

we plan so much ehh right. but..i didnt go for all of it.
damn lazy la.

i went for few dates....o wait. is it like too many of them??

i went to ipoh..i met my sweet heart<333
after good 4 years of bein bestiesss.finally reunited.

erm,to break it off la.
too many unexpected things happen.

so,lets close this diary and open a new one.

hwaiting ain.

you'll do better this time.. you will. so don worry and keep holding on.^^