doink

i post double..haha.
too many things i wanted to say;
i miss the new year eve celebration that day with sab and jan.
ishhh..

dAMN REGRET.

we should partying that night right. i saw all those pic u guys, ishhhh

i should be there too, damn nice!!!
and i miss the chance to meet my sabbie...awwwwwwwwww

imissyousomuchh.

you already back to singapore,dont know when again we can meet right.
unless, me and jan plan a trip to singapore.ahaxxx..

right right.

okeyh.and sorry i didnt tell both of you what did happen. erm.

really am.

i love jan and sab. serious. i do. sorry my lovesss.<33


And and, guess what...


i miss out alot in LJ world, too many things is happening.
VIP attack Cassie?

OMIGOSH.

really?

ouch.hurt my pride. LOL

idontknow.

like too many of them.


gah~~ ain ain. where the hell did you go, you miss out a lot of things.

and i ruined my relationship with all my close friends..

especially jan.sab...suki suki wai wai....

haizzz

traumatic

i dont wish for the same thing,never again.

i prefer i forget everything like....i dont know a sudden amnesia maybe.

really wish.

i dont want to pretend but i can act thou?

its the same thing right.

am i too into myself,?
someone told me this,

no dear. i am not.

usually i am not.

i am narcassist. i know that. but i am no selfish.

or self-centered.

try to know me,without showing me you are checking on me.
i bet you'll know more about me.

or perhaps, if i catch you that way, i will show what YOU want to see rather than What i REALLY AM.

i done this million of times. always.

You'll never know who i really am, dont dig your own grave.


xoxo

ain