Thursday, February 12, 2009

today is a history.

yesterday i watched changeling, since it was based on true story, little to i know, i was so touched.

yes. i did. angelina jolie was super hot and her acting with that look in that movie seriously
CANTIK MENARIK TERTARIK KAU MEMANG D BOMB.

serious.

i love the movie, eventho i plan to watched 'the curious case of benjamin button"

KONON BAJET MACAM, I KENA WATCH BRAD PITT BEFORE ANGELINA JOLIE.
blar r ain.

friends is like wind? im not sure how to classify them into one word, but im very sure.

they are the most hurting weapon and blady war in this world.
i am blessed with those sweetfornothing kinda friend whom i heart dearly.

but i also was 'blessed' with those who will break my heart with every chance they have.

okie, i know i am someone who hard to handle and i am difficult.

but, i thought that what friends are for? we stand together and compliment each other.

like shoe and the heels?ahahah.XD i dont know if this make enough sense.

or how they connect a tooth and brush? fuuuuuhh

*tiada niat pun nak guna toothbrush sempena nama sesiapa in specific ea*

itu kan kawan?

betul tak kawan2 ku?

my heart eventually break into pieces, and i hate all of them.
im sorry,i know i am somewhat they called as pessimist?


sometime, you just need to be oh-so-grumpy before you wake up and start being happy again.
and what important was, these heartless people NEED TO GO.
yes, please leave and dont turn back.


i will regret this every now and then but i also will smile because i deserve to be happy?

friends.

valentine again, stupiacc punya valentine, ntah orang tua mana pulak tiba2 satu dunia nak sambut birthday dia. (hanya sebab ain TIADA date for hari kasih sayang* kan lebih sedap di panggil hari kasih sayang, takde makna nye sambut birthday valentine tuh. percayaa lahh*insert lagu siti.XD*)

cis.

baik korang ingat tarikh keramat ni.

25/08/2009. itu lah TARIKH yang patut DI INGAT.

;shut up ain;

okie. do you guys know who is YUNA, she is the student from UITM?

please please listen to her music, her indie kinda voice really soothing.

one of her single is
"deeper conversation"
i won't be able to put her single here, but please google search it or listen to it.

i am still moody since yesterday, i hate everything that happen to me, and i hate how i have to witness my ex came online since WTF Ain.
suka hati dia la nak online ke tidak,


tapi hati still saket seyh.belom cukup parah lagi,bila tiba2 leh teringat pasal dia.

hati tak nak fikir tapi macam melayang2 pulak semua kenangan itu.
*tolong r ain...*


ciss. HIDUP AIN SANGAT KUCAR KACIR.

hidup ain telah pun di terus kan, walau susah macam mana pun,
saat penyesalan tetap ada. cuma sekarang saya belajar untuk tidak terus2 rapat dengan siapa2 atau terlalu menyalahkan diri sendiri.
bila rasa bersalah, apa2 pun yang ain buat rasa macam tak betul and tak dapat buat pun.

ain pun membawa diri masuk bilik, layan lagu jiwang,emo tahap cipan. terima kasih.

i fcuk hate it. *opss*

omigosh, i realize this entry is mixed between english and malay.

*waaa.bahasa omputehh ku...*

apa plan ain lepas nih?

study je la.

*tolong la jauh kan perasaan malas dari dalam diri ain. cheeeeeeeeeh*

erm, teaching is supposed to be fun?
i hope so.

so teaching english won't be that hard, i just need to do some research on how i going to teach them and also how i going to improve myself.

and then, i going to re-deco my room.


actually,after everything happen, eventho sometime it makes me cry but most of the time, i can laugh whenever i think about my ex.

not because my ex was too funny.

but, THIS WHOLE THINGY WITH MY EX WAS ADORABLE AND FUNNY.XD

okie, you can call me stupid,*those who know about me and my ex je la*
and for everyone who involve in this direct or indirect also make me laugh
(ada rasa macam nak tergolek2 atas katil and buat aksi macam sin chan ketawa)

serious.


well, they are part of my life. WAS.

now, buat2 macam bahagia je la.

i don't need anyone like so-called couple to make me happy.

saya sorang2 pun dah cukup bahagia.huuuuu..konon.

and jom buat orang lain bahagia.

heee. misi membahagiakan manusia.

i plan to watch at least 3 movie alone and then go trip alone outside KL.

maybe pahang? perak?

don't know yet but. i will go.

hwaiting ain!!!!



ps:ingat kan kalau buat colourful font camtuh boleh buat blog nampak KONON menarik. serious, cacat. adeyyy. sakit mata x kwn2?XDD

tajuk entry pun memang gila bodoh. nampak sangat takde kaitan pun.