im walkin away,

never had any intention to be angst last night, but i am really exhausted with whatever happening to me.

it have nothing to do with me, yes ain. got nothing. so continue being the V.I.P you always were. still in counting.

find opportunity and just get out from all of this. you can do this, you done this before, right?

how funny this was, my bff seriously take a same stepping stone with me.

i cant hate her, and i wont hide from her.

but it makes me wonder why, why and why.

why we lead a same life, that totally interconnected with each other.

there is something i don't have courage to tell her, but i dont think i will be telling her in any time sooner.

i dont give any shit on anything, leading my life is the best thing i can do.

a plan prepared and then walking and walking. but i do afraid of something.

my hopes. i have a greater weakness toward my own self conscious and my own self.
my often mood swings and oh-so-grumpy should kill me alive,no?

being only a human, stuck in my own self and dwelling on my past doesnt make enough sense to me now. i really dont have any idea on whatever happening.

sorry that i blame you, its all my fault. i should know everything better and stick to my self. angst end here.

yesterday we had a talk late night, and i really dedicated that song to you, try to understand the lyric.

today is a history.

yesterday i watched changeling, since it was based on true story, little to i know, i was so touched.

yes. i did. angelina jolie was super hot and her acting with that look in that movie seriously
CANTIK MENARIK TERTARIK KAU MEMANG D BOMB.

serious.

i love the movie, eventho i plan to watched 'the curious case of benjamin button"

KONON BAJET MACAM, I KENA WATCH BRAD PITT BEFORE ANGELINA JOLIE.
blar r ain.

friends is like wind? im not sure how to classify them into one word, but im very sure.

they are the most hurting weapon and blady war in this world.
i am blessed with those sweetfornothing kinda friend whom i heart dearly.

but i also was 'blessed' with those who will break my heart with every chance they have.

okie, i know i am someone who hard to handle and i am difficult.

but, i thought that what friends are for? we stand together and compliment each other.

like shoe and the heels?ahahah.XD i dont know if this make enough sense.

or how they connect a tooth and brush? fuuuuuhh

*tiada niat pun nak guna toothbrush sempena nama sesiapa in specific ea*

itu kan kawan?

betul tak kawan2 ku?

my heart eventually break into pieces, and i hate all of them.
im sorry,i know i am somewhat they called as pessimist?

sometime, you just need to be oh-so-grumpy before you wake up and start being happy again.
and what important was, these heartless people NEED TO GO.
yes, please leave and dont turn back.

i will regret this every now and then but i also will smile because i deserve to be happy?

friends.

valentine again, stupiacc punya valentine, ntah orang tua mana pulak tiba2 satu dunia nak sambut birthday dia. (hanya sebab ain TIADA date for hari kasih sayang* kan lebih sedap di panggil hari kasih sayang, takde makna nye sambut birthday valentine tuh. percayaa lahh*insert lagu siti.XD*)

cis.

baik korang ingat tarikh keramat ni.

25/08/2009. itu lah TARIKH yang patut DI INGAT.

;shut up ain;

okie. do you guys know who is YUNA, she is the student from UITM?

please please listen to her music, her indie kinda voice really soothing.

one of her single is "deeper conversation"
i won't be able to put her single here, but please google search it or listen to it.

i am still moody since yesterday, i hate everything that happen to me, and i hate how i have to witness my ex came online since WTF Ain.
suka hati dia la nak online ke tidak,

tapi hati still saket seyh.belom cukup parah lagi,bila tiba2 leh teringat pasal dia.

hati tak nak fikir tapi macam melayang2 pulak semua kenangan itu.
*tolong r ain...*

ciss. HIDUP AIN SANGAT KUCAR KACIR.

hidup ain telah pun di terus kan, walau susah macam mana pun,
saat penyesalan tetap ada. cuma sekarang saya belajar untuk tidak terus2 rapat dengan siapa2 atau terlalu menyalahkan diri sendiri.
bila rasa bersalah, apa2 pun yang ain buat rasa macam tak betul and tak dapat buat pun.

ain pun membawa diri masuk bilik, layan lagu jiwang,emo tahap cipan. terima kasih.

i fcuk hate it. *opss*

omigosh, i realize this entry is mixed between english and malay.

*waaa.bahasa omputehh ku...*

apa plan ain lepas nih?

study je la.

*tolong la jauh kan perasaan malas dari dalam diri ain. cheeeeeeeeeh*

erm, teaching is supposed to be fun?
i hope so.

so teaching english won't be that hard, i just need to do some research on how i going to teach them and also how i going to improve myself.

and then, i going to re-deco my room.

actually,after everything happen, eventho sometime it makes me cry but most of the time, i can laugh whenever i think about my ex.

not because my ex was too funny.

but, THIS WHOLE THINGY WITH MY EX WAS ADORABLE AND FUNNY.XD

okie, you can call me stupid,*those who know about me and my ex je la*
and for everyone who involve in this direct or indirect also make me laugh
(ada rasa macam nak tergolek2 atas katil and buat aksi macam sin chan ketawa)

serious.

well, they are part of my life. WAS.

now, buat2 macam bahagia je la.

i don't need anyone like so-called couple to make me happy.

saya sorang2 pun dah cukup bahagia.huuuuu..konon.

and jom buat orang lain bahagia.

heee. misi membahagiakan manusia.

i plan to watch at least 3 movie alone and then go trip alone outside KL.

maybe pahang? perak?

don't know yet but. i will go.

hwaiting ain!!!!


ps:ingat kan kalau buat colourful font camtuh boleh buat blog nampak KONON menarik. serious, cacat. adeyyy. sakit mata x kwn2?XDD

tajuk entry pun memang gila bodoh. nampak sangat takde kaitan pun.

sox that rox

SY memang TAKOT pd KETINGGIAN. dan roller coaster tidak terkecuali dr senarai amusing thing that i HATE yet LOVe the most.

hati sy telah berbicara;

'ya allah, pasti kan mangkuk 2 ekor yg gumbira tgk sy nie akan menyesal kerana telah membawa sy yg tersgt INNOCENT ke tempat sebegini. AMIN'

ehem.
















;iye, SY BAJET AYU DLM PICTURE INI. please dont dare to comment.
BUT but, its not like im the one who so wanting to bajet ayu wokey, but ANNE said that I am way toooooo GANAS ;the way i sit la;
AND THEN only i cover ayu like this... ehehe. she's to BLAME.

i finally ride in MERRY GO ROUND. my dream place, oh-so-love.



















mereka ber-2 la yg telah me-rosak kan sy yg terlalu baek ini.
sekian terima kasih.

















no u guys, i dont hate you guys i just dislike both of you. ahaxxx

omigosh jan sab can you believe this???

this munky on the left and crocodile on the right is MY FRIENDS. WTF. wakakakkakaka

and because i am soo nice then only i[ain] befriend with munkies and crocodiles. thank you.

yes, i am NICE.

hahaha.

BUT anne jia, thanks alot for making my day happier than going to TADIKA.

it was indeed make me giddy and my head was on cloud 9.

i am that happy and i couldn't thank you guys more than i should.

omigosh, im trying bein nice again. XDDDD

wth, eii. wut la...u think im kid from block pe? bawa g tempat kanak2.

xde keje ape?

sy telah pun berumur 18TAHUN.
wakakakaka.

neway, i had fun. dont you??

the next day ...punye next day we went to sunway. i already blog bout it and here i going to put few snap shot from our outing.

JIA ANNE KAK ATEN. THANKS FOR THE MEMORY.
hope we can go out again. *finger crossing, eyes glittering*













tlg la, BG SALAM BEFORE AMEK GAMBAR LEH X?


ish ish ish.











; KAMI SKATE. okey.bukan sy tp MEREKA dan sy DGN BANGGE NYE TELAH MENG UPAH DRIVER MERANGKAP SKATER PERIBADI. dy bernilai RM13.

SY BERJANJI SY AKAN SKATE DGN BAEK SELEPAS INI. RM13 SGT LA MAHAL.












i love this pixxx.. i wont comment more because somebody will get so hyper up IF she read this.











in memories, thank you very much for bein the precious part of my life.
thank you for being there when i need someone, thank you for cheering me up whenever i feel down.

and most of all, thank you and thank you for being my F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

i can't explain how guilty i felt toward you guys, anne and jia.

but i can explain how i feel appreciated since i know both of you.

; d rase terharu x?
hahahahhaha

okey okey seriously, you rox my sox and that sox already have HOLE on it.

thats how u guys meant to me.XDDD


the title SUX like hell,damnit.

peace out.
XOXO

jan jan, i DO UPDATE.heeee.

thank me thank me.hehe

ps: i love using BROKEN SMS BM in my blog. YAY.^___^