Monday, March 2, 2009

ain depress AGAIN?

i'm haven't officially back.*noted*



goodbye february and welcome march. i've 100 upcoming birthday list waiting to make a hole in my pocket.



;shut up ain;



did i tell you that i'm havin a depression? *again, and again*

well only this time its a bit different BECAUSE i am so into CLEANING MY WHOLE HOUSE.



sumpah gila.



dari kain buruk hingga ke tempat letak pinggan, semua nya saya da pun cuci.



its like an obsession, and i can slept at 1-2 am everyday after cleaning the whole house and then i wake up early to clean it again, and kalau boleh saya memang nak kemas rumah jiran2 saya tuh sekali.



gile sepah. pagi tadi saya sengaja buat2 macam nak greet diorang pada pagi yang indah, fuuhhh



macam nak je masuk and kemas semua.



begitu la sikap ain yang tengah dalam depression.kthanxbye.



tapi, walaupun saya tengah dalam depression selepas mengambil hiatus yang agak panjang( ceh, padahal cuti seminggu je kot.)

saya tetap kembali untuk post more entry in this blog. unknown.LOL



rindu tak kat saya kawan2 semua??



;seriously, i can shut up now.;



saya terpikir pasal this thing early last night.

my first ever trip to pahang.



*flashbackkk*



ain: waaa.kekawan...aku dapat PLKN kat ......*dalam hati, ingat kan perkataan yang kurang sopan..rupa2 nye nama tempat...*



Jia:Mana?

Ain:..tuh...tuh..yang mula dari G tuh...end with NG...*ntah pape r ain mencarut*

jia:......*pandangan manja yang sgt bahaya*

ain:sigh*give up* kat GAMBANG,

jia:huh?

ain:ntah la. aku tau kat gambang...area pahang.

jia:O.o

*end of flashback*

huh.something like this la basic conversation ain and jia.



Saya pun melangkah keluar dari pintu rumah sambil memberi pandangan terakhir kat tv, cd and sofa kesayangan .

*dengan hati yang berat*



*switch back to english please, BM sumpah failed!*



and i reach at bukit jalil, teringat kat abang handsome yang jaga bus PLKN tuh cakap kuat2



:ehh,....bagus r. awk punya beg lebih besar dari awk...;*evil laugh*



(cis.. hanya sebab dy abang handsome, saya pun tersenyum malu, konon cover r. cuz sumpah semua orang pandang saya time tuh. gile malu. cam nak merangkak masuk bawah bus tuh je.)



takpe, hari ini hari dy, esok lusa siapa tau kan? wahahahahhaha sumpah kau mati di tanggan ku selepas ini. ( evil master plan in mind*noted*)



apa perasaan saya selepas memijak bumi pahang?



i must say, i was so in culture shock.

al maklum la, orang pun berasal 100% dari Key Hell tuh. *saya tak rasa BANGGA pun ea*

cuma, saya nih terlalu biasa duduk kat KL je selama ini, thus i felt so outkast standing there..in kuantan.

seriously, at that point of time, i wish i can run back to KL.
konon terlalu bandar-ish.

i don't know why but somehow i want to go back to those places.
did i say, i dont even have a kampung? therefore i spend my lifetime here in KL?
i sound that pathetic.T____T

well, ain kalau la awak sedar kan. sekarang pun awak tinggal kat kampung kan?
kampung baru air panas. (diam la ain.)
itu nama tempat tinggal saya yang tidak begitu famous ea.
rumah tinggi tinggi mencakar langit and bumi.

living in pahang was great, i can watch star every night sambil menyanyi lagu
'oh my pretty pretty boy i love you.' or 'i never had a dream come true'

(kalau suara macam beyonce ....boleh r..nih..suara cam kucing xsempat nak beranak je.
diam la ain)

but anyway, im sure missing it all now. and of course, i wish i can travel more and meet new friends people in every go.




there always be a reason why this world is sphere and not rectangle or square kan?
because, only when the world is sphere we can meet another person in another point.

get me?

ain sumpah tengah mencarut mengarut nih.

saya tengah banyak berangan untuk menjadi someone.

fuhhh

and im currently in love with 김현중. wait, i think my whole family in love with 김현중. damn it.

saya tiada point untuk post anything today but seriously im boring to death and i just need to space out by doing something that not so important right now. and teaching is F.U.Ndamental
saya dah pun sakit mental.thenkiu

sila save the earth please!!!! global warming. (sumpahseranah ain yang betul2 tiada kaitan dengan tajuk asal and topic yang sgt tiba2 dan random. ain sila terjun bangunan.)

okie this might catch your attention.

SAVE EARTH PLEASE, THIS IS THE ONLY PLANET WITH CHOCOLATE.

okie okie.
'ain signing off'